Our Beautiful Distine...

I don't subscribe to predestination or freewill. I believe that they both coexist with one another. I believe if there is a god (which I do); He could allow both to exist. Time after time, there have been people that existed that help aid humanity to reach lengths that would not be possible if they were round in another time. Maybe it is blind luck or destined. There may things that have not been answered or will be answered through science. I believe that science and God coexist with one another. Isaac Newton believed in the same thing, but he was a little nutty. But, aren't we all. That is what makes us... Well, us. Our imperfections makes seems more perfect as time goes on. When we allow our nuttiness take over... It is game over for all doubt. Doubt in ourselves. We have a destined to complete... And no one else is going to do what we can do.

We are masters of our destines. But, it is in our imperfection were we can find guidance. It is the thing that God has give us to show us were we fit in. We are all pieces of a puzzle. We fit somehow. That is the real trick. Figuring out where we belong and when. There is no formula to it. Trial and error; is the key. Just, jam yourself to as mean places and see what holds. That is the best solution; I see. Going back to imperfection. They are the things that makes us worth the saving. I fear the cook-cutter-life. That is what makes sense to everyone and leaves those who can't conform all alone. But, we are never really alone. Its just that where we are... We can't see the others. We need to climb higher order to see.

Order. What is order? Who says what is orderly? Has there been a thing that was ever in order? Or has everything been in chaos and order is a illusion? Order is a joke. Hahaha. Funny, right? But, yet we cling on to the idea of order. What if I were to say "that in chaos; we can find meaning and beauty. But, we must look closer." Chaos to me is a chance to put our skills to the test. Things that make us unique. The imperfections. Chaos allows us to see what we are made of. Sure it is scary, but life is scary. No one has it figured out. They pretend to. Those who pretend to have it all figure out; are the first ones to lose their humanity when everything hits the fan. All we have at the end is our humanity. And chaos helps us to tame ourselves. To show us that humanity is the most important thing. It is the most beautiful thing.

Now, we come to beauty. What is beauty? Well, it is in the eyes of the beholder. But, how do we do beauty? That is the question. I sometimes think of how to create or write something beautiful for days or maybe months. It is a struggle to see what is not there yet. This is where our imperfections really shine and our humanity glows. Our imperfections become gifts that were anointed by The Big Guy Up Stairs. To He they are not imperfection... They are what makes us perfect. They allows us to great things together. Our imperfections make us stronger when we come together. When we right music together; When we write books together; When we build together... We get to see miracles happen. We get to see magic. But, that only happens if we start seeing our imperfections as tools from above and not our downfall. When we try to perfect the human specie; we are making it imperfect. We are perfect with our imperfection. It is what makes us... Well, us. They allow us to make beautiful things and they remind us to keep our humanity. Trying to perfect us; will lead to inhuman monsters. A nightmare that we wish that we never created, but they will be the end of us. Without our humanity; we are shells of the human race and lost our humanity. Do beautiful thing by letting your imperfections shine and your humanity glow. That is our beautiful destined.

Here's A Joke...

Life it brings strange things to each one of us. We all have had different events that have impacted us and created the person we see in the mirror. So, naturally we all have different view points. I am going to digress just a little bit right now. Not to long ago I wrote about view points called The Error in Viewpoints. So, I am not going to write about viewpoints, but a thing that I find to be very funny... Society. Well, form it takes in the U.S.

I have been raised all my life in the U.S. and it has always puzzled me in the manner we carry on with our lives. The way we think that our lives are so important, but in reality we are just dust to the universe. If we were to be gone tomorrow, the world will still movie on. Our little blue planet will get closer to the black-hole in the center of our universe or our Sun will blowup. All that we have done or would have done would be undone by the time we are gone. All the money we saved up would burn away. Our big house on the hill gone. Your name on the billboards gone. Everything that you and I would have would be for nothing. Our lives meaningless. Absolutely meaningless. Funny right?

You working so hard on your grades would bring what? You working on a big corporate merged would bring what? You working on the next blockbuster would bring what? Or even I, what will I bring with writing or photographing? Is there any importance in our lives? Our gossiping? What will us talking about one another do; if you will be forgotten in just a blink of an eye. Would you regret living life the save way or will you regret living life taking all the risks that you can? Would you daydream days you wish you had or things you wish had had done?

I can go on and make you feel more discourage. If I am going to be honest... Which I will. These question or uncertain don't bother me. I welcome discouragement. I live by many ideas, but one the trippy top is: live life as uncomfortable as I can. I always wake to remembering that I am just dust in the wind. I will be gone and forgotten in days to come, but that is what makes the days that I have more special. The days that I live are the only days that I have lived. No else can have my days. No one can have your days.

I do think that the way most of you live is utterly meaningless. If I didn't care about all of you I would say that. Living life just to have all you want seems to me meaningless. For all the things you want means someone else is in a sweatshop making it for you.

I am going to digress just a tiny bit. I have a friend that believes that the countries that have sweatshops and have people working nearly for nothing, like it. He also believe we shouldn't help the weak and they all should die. I'm not joke. He honestly believes that, but he is an American and believes that he is the center of the universe. It is one the worst traits about us as a people. It is incredible how our ignorance dictates our lives.

Back to the issue in hand. What was that?... Oh yes. How meaningless our lives our. So, you work to get all you want and people are enslaved in the worst manner of slavery. They are caged up and force to work in buildings that are about to fall down and die in there. This just happen in several place around a few months ago. And no is keeping watch, but that is not the issue. It is us and in the manner we believe that the world owes us. It is the other way around. We owe the world.

If we want to live with meaning; we have to bring meaning to our lives. Sitting in your living playing games without add to the world around is not healthy for you and its definitely unhealthy for the world. I am saying that we should go and build a house or two in other countries to make ourselves feel better about ourselves. No. That is one the stupidest things I ever have heard, Going things to make ourselves feel better. That just to stupid. Its a stupid idea. Just completely stupid. I am serious. Its just stupid. Doing things for ourselves accomplish nothing. We should do something for the world and the people, because it is the right thing to do. I am not just talking to us, Americans, but everyone.

There is evil out there. I know that we live in relativism world, were crap means good and good means nothing. Relativism is the dumbest philosophical idea and most philosopher dismiss the idea. The people that believe in relativism are people that are missing a few brain cells. But, I digress. There is evil and if you claim to being a good person then you should be going something to prevent evil. Doing nothing is help those who do evil to others and it strengths them. By looking the other way and letting the helpless be helpless is just helping evildoers. Living for yourself is just dumb. At the end all you will have is yourself. Should you put on a cap and climb rooftops? No, that will end messy. But, get up and do some good in the world.

So, if you take anything from this it should be: That the way we live our civilized lives is utterly meaningless. That we should live for other and not for ourselves. We should do something instead of nothing. Doing nothing aids those who oppress other. The way we live our lives impact the world a bigger than we can ever believe. Growing your fame and becoming wealthy will end as nothing by the time all the world ends.

I will leave you with something that I believe in the core of my soul. The thing that makes the most sense to me. It is what causes me to be me. It is the sum of all that I am.

"The only thing is necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."- Edmund Burke.